Today I have toiled in sweat and tears

[poplitea]

 One of my supervisors got us in on a biiiig open abdominal surgery (resection because of Mb Crohn) today. I'd never done one of those and she thought it'd be fun. However I was nervous as fuck and the 3 (!) surgeons were all grumps which luckily for me meant that my supervisor didn't leave me to my own as it sounded like she had planned at first (*gasp* no not on this please!) becuase the head surgeon doubted my abilities. I've never been so glad to have been doubted about, I didn't have a clue about anything!

The sweat flowed freely and my heart beat fast ó_ò but it went well in the end. Enough excitment for one day!